Damn you facebook

it's a blessing and curse. I've finished all the work that I've been given to do for the day and I want to play on it-do some quizzes, write on walls, update my status telling everyone how cushty my job is.
But I've gone and added all my work colleages, including two of my direct superiors
Fucksocks.

At least they don't know about my blog. Infact nobody I know knows about it, let alone reads it!
I've been getting a cold steadily for the last four days now, scratchy throat, bunged up nose, stuffy ears. I'm hpoing that the paranoia about swine flu will mean I get a week or so off work. Not because I have anything to do, just becuase it's boring me and getting up in the morning is starting to get on my nerves.
Holiday, as I have said is booked. I should be looking forward to it. I am looking forward to it. The whole "I will be sweetness and light until we come back" went right out of the window, but I don't feel as bad about it as I used to. I think I'm losing interest in this relationship. I spent two days evicting Mark from my dreams and future plans and now I don't even miss him in them, although I might miss him in day-to-day life I know longer see a future for us. I should just stop being so serious and enjoy what's left. I won't, I know I won't. I'll stress and fret and push him away, but at least I have a direction to aim for that's totally my own.